"Ilaahi.. Anta Maksuudi Wa Redha Kamatlubi"... (Oh Lord, You are the reason for all of my actions, it is your blessings that i truly seek)
Alhamdulillah, (All Praises be Only to Allah) this is the very first time i try to write down something into my blog, which i never tried to do anything before, except for 1 video that i had uploaded previously.
Actually i never really do something/anything wholeheartedly in my life (that includes the making of this blog), never~ i guess this is the main reason why i am not changing, not getting any better, i really am in passive mode (most of the time). As far as i remember.. i did came out with few plans before this for the purpose of changing my life for better.. but, somehow, i stuck! not to say in the middle, i stuck at the very starting point! whats going on with me aaa?? do you guys ever did the same thing like i did? its a shame!
Well, actually now, at this very moment, i`m trying to really3 change... hopefully this time it wont turns out like what it used to.. i really2 want to move forward.. to take up myself into a whole new level, and keep the momentum going.. well for what reason?? well of course.. for the sake of 'YOU oh Allah', oh Allah, please, make it really happen this time, and the rest of my life. Dear friends, brothers and sisters.. do pray for me, always.., its a journey of a lifetime, this efforts doesn't end, until the big Boss want to put an end "Inna Lillah, Hi Wa Inna Ilaihirojiun" [From Him(Allah) I came (to this temporal world), and unto Him i shall return].
Let me be clear about my current state, at this very moment of my life, i am currently facing a VERY2 BIG trouble that i have to settled with, well everybody has a problem right? yea, but personally i think, the problem that i am having now is the most biggest problem i ever had in my lifetime. And i don`t have anything, anything to get this thing done except! You Oh ALLAH!.
As Your words, is the utmost TRUTH amongst all other words.
"And Whosoever fears Allah and keeps his duty to Him, He will make way for him to get out from every difficulty. And He will provide him from (sources) he could never imagine. And Whosoever puts his trusts in Allah, the He will suffice him. Verily Allah will accomplish His purpose. Indeed Allah has set a measure for all things." [Sura At-Talaq, (...2-3)]
And Syukurr Alhamdulillah, when i said that i have you Oh Allah, i mean that you`re always with me in my every intention, articulation and action.. and even though.. If.. the result i shall receive is in bitter or sweet... please.. put myself in a position that you`re pleased with, and raise myself, my heart ever closer to You... truly this is what your prophet and your beloved ones have taught us with, and this is what you are pleased with.
One more thing i would like to highlight is the main reason why i`ve decided to come up with this blog, this is based on my personal point of view, because every people has their own intentions in doing things, and quite often our positive intention is being misunderstood by certain parties and negative talks could arise from people that is blind hearted [which is not anyone of you of course :) ] , well just for you guys information, i am not writing this blog to get any kind of profitable attention that could lead me feels like i`m the best, i know everything etc, (that could bring me feel u'jub, which is forbidden) . :)
Instead i am writing this blog because today is tomorrow`s history, and history is like a source of wisdom, just like our Prophet Muhammad s.a.w., without the history of His personal life, can we muslims practice the religion that we`re practicing?. Maybe my life history is not as good as a billion other persons in this world, but i do believe, every single person has a story to share, has a unique experience that God has put into their pathway, in order to know their Lord and to fulfill the purpose of their life. So, i would like to share with you guys mine, with hope that you guys shall enjoy reading it, try to understand the real message, perhaps possible for you guys to memorize and implement the beneficent knowledge if necessary. :)
I dedicate this blog and story of my life, to my beloved family, my "future" childrens insyaAllah! :D , relatives, friends, strangers, muslim / non- muslims, in short everyone also can. Hehe. Assalammualaikum. and Have a nice day peeps!
